Bloody...

Another nosebleed.

So, as some of you know, it seems like I have a faucet for a nose. My nosebleed for the week just ended about five minutes ago. Unfortunately, I got blood on my t-shirt. Ugh. What is up with that?

Becca once suggested they could be stress-induced nosebleeds...and yes, I am stressed. I have no job as of yet and two bills that are three digit long and no way to pay them.

I'm going to have to call concerning my student loans and see if I could get them deferred for a couple of months or so. As for my phone bill...well, we shall see if I can afford to pay that.

So what is new with me? Well, I am more than likely starting to get depressed. I recognize the signs and I understand why my mom is so worried about me. I really need to get myself a job and I really want to be able to get out of the house and earn money of my own so I can pay my bills and hopefully move out to live on my own.

Other than that, I am reading a lot, sleeping a little and eating every so often. I hardly go out of the house unless I have to or am made to.

Today, I sat in for my mom at her intensive Reformation class taught at the Missionary Institute at the YLM, which was interesting mostly because I got to hear it all in Spanish. I did, after all, take Reformation for a semester at Concordia.

I am feeling so yucky right now. Kind of like I'm neither here nor there. I have no one place to set my feet on and I don't want to stand where I'm at. That's pretty much it. I don't really have anything else to talk about or anything new to update on.

Prayers are much appreciated!!!